Which does sound nice.
It will really help for me to get a head start before drama starts in the spring. But if I'm stuck at home too much for too long, I do believe I go slightly mad.
Sometimes it's just me and my thoughts.
And when I'm stuck doing school with no other company other than me, I really start to think about things.
I think I've mentioned before how much it bugs me that I don't have any plans for the future. And it's around now that it's bothering me more than ever.
Because while doing school and trying to get enough credits to pass highschool (I still don't understand credits by the way) I'm trying to think of what I want to do after high school.
What do I want to be known for forever and ever and ever and ever and ever?
The thought of eternity scares me just a little bit. I am going to be me forever and ever and ever, even in heaven I shall still be me. So I guess I feel like I'm limited. I can't do everything I want to, or meet the people I want to because I can't do this or that when I grow up. If that makes sense.
Like if I decided to be a writer, I won't be able to do this other thing that I would also really like to do with my life.
I'm also indecisive, so that helps... not so much.
Which brings me back to the blogging slump. You must understand, with all of this ^ running around in my mind, all inspiration for interesting post ideas are all fogged over.
I'm trying to fight through this, but it might take awhile. So if you don't here from me in a long time... yeah. Now you know what's going on, so don't assume I've died until I haven't been posting for ten years or so. :)